Needing some answers

I been hoping to find an answer or solution to a difficult probelm I been having for a long time. I understand that people can incubate dreams and ask the dream source for wisdom. I've been keeping this in mind, but I have difficulty remembering my deep dreams, and I don't see how my waking dreams could address the probelm as to what I need to do. I guess maybe I'll keep trying, but I wonder if I can find wisdom inner. My probelm is deciding whether I should leave my Native area (Bay Area, S.F). I'm being harrassed my underworld types (teens mostly), they threaten deadly violence, unless I do what they want. There task is repulsive and unacceptable to me. Possibly I could leave but, I am afraid they may try to pursue me or may hurt others of my relatives who live In the area, (like my mom). On the other hand I'm 43 years old, I've been around home most of my life, I've never been married, don't have kids , (and probably never will have), Work is getting very difficult becuse of the poisonous atmosphere these underworld types have created, though I have an interesting job. But I'm thinking, it maybe well past time to leave here. I need to be in spaces where I'm not paranoid that someone wants to take over my life, or that people want to hurt me, even if this means just being homeless for a while. In 5 plus years since I've been working part-time, I haven't even had a vacation! I've only got alittle bit of money saved through a retirement program and a tiny bit of money in a 401k. So I'm wondering if I should stay and keep working, help my mom ,possibly face death or injury from underworld peons or, Run!, while I still can ( perhaps I cannot help her) and still face death or face new life.


It maybe that there is no direct answer, maybe some of these answers I have to live them, caiuse live works that way for us. I just can afford to make critical errors at this time, But some heatfelt answers/wisdom would sure be appreciated. I have difficult finding that through my own dream source.