Notes on "Where's Duesberg" and my other lab dreams..

After reading some more stuff on Duesberg's and other anti-establishment theories on HIV/AIDS, particularly on his Website, Duesberg is always asking for donations. Given the difficulties he may have been having getting grants and help...I thought what if I asked if I could help? Today I e-mailed a message to Dr.Duesberg. It read...

"Once again I'm sending this message,( better E-mail address). I'm african-American male, I've met you serval times around the UCB campus there. I've been following your anti HIV/AIDS ideas and career since you wrote your major book "Inventing the AIDS Virus". I've always stumbled on your website and always wondering what can I do to help or contribute to your research in the past. I don't have of money , but I'd be willing to donate some of my time, if there is some way I could help in your lab, or toward your research in matters allbeit.. small. I live in the Bay Area. I have a very minimal educational background, "I'm not a student of UCB and I do not have AIDS nor presently HIV Positive .I'm 44 years old and was also interested as a young boy in some of the type of work that you have been doing and am very interested in helping to disseminate what truth there is concerning your research in HIV/AIDS or Cancer. "

I e-mailed this second letter today because I was concerned it I wasn't going to recieve a replie at the previous email address At "FRY'S", as I am new there but no longer subscribe to "Netzero" ,(But I can still get mail there).

Particularly with all these dreams I've been having about being in a laboratory environment, or even looking for Duesberg. In dreamWork, one teacher "Strephon Williams" talks occassionally about "dream tasks". A Dream task is something you do to sort of "ground" the dream in waking reality. Like if you discover some truth about a dream or something, then you give yourself a concrete task to test out a theory in reality.
IT seems like a good task for me therefore to actually write Duesberg, he teaches in the area I live, and see if I could participate in some way...its always been a dream of mine to work, in, or be like one of those scientist, like in the movie "Andromeda Strain"....I am light years from getting a Ph.d in Chemistry , Medicine or anything, but I guess its worth a try although it might be late in the day for me to write this letter now. This should of occured to me sooner.