Notes: On the road

The onIy thing I can say about this dream, is it finally dawned on me to get rid of my guns, it wasn't because of this dream perse. I just felt I would be better to move this gun away from me so that I wouldn't have ready access to it, becauseof the likelyhood that if i have ready access to it, I would use it, simple enough.

There was a emotional event , I was tempted to pullout my gun, one time. If you had used it innocent people would have gotten hurt. But nowdays its hard not to have a gun around , particurly because of the type of adversity around me. I talk about this in my other blog.

It is also unsafe to keep a gun in my living quarters, Lots of people in this building, lots of immigrants from China. Even though most of the people around here act has if they need to be shot, thats no excuse for me to carry a weapon like that around here, so I got rid of it.

Maybe it is true,nevertheless ,I am out gunned . The bad guys may have more weapons, newer weapons so in a gunfight I cannot hope to win.