On the Couch

I decided to post this dream cause it was special in a couple of ways. First it occured in the morning of March 11, 2011. The Day of that catatrophic Earthquake/Tsunami and Nuclear accident in Japan. Second, the night of March 10,2011 I went to my Dojo for Judo practice..the connection to Japan in my personal life. Third, is the first dream I had in ages featuring a kind of sexy encounter with the opposite sex.

Basically I dream I had met this girl in some kind of lounge.I guess she reminded me of the R&B Artist Jennifer Hudson, a sort of Venusian figure.



I'm not good with women but in the dream she sure seemed to like me, we sat on a couch and she proceeded to get all cozy with me, getting comfortable with me. I woke up.

I tried to think of what might have brought this dream on. I am always berating myself as to why don't I have a girlfriend, whats the secret to getting alot of women..at nearly 50 years old this is something I'm am unfamiliar with. Maybe because I am unfamiliar with my own feelings.

Something unusual sort of occurred at the Dojo that night though. I almost got into a physical "real"fight with on of the students in the class. He's a short guy but really aggressive and strong. I just fought a tournament two weeks ago and was in good shape yet I was having problem handling that guy because my technique is almost none existent.

I blew my cool plus, there was another guy there who is extremely aggressive, like to choke. I was nursing a grudge , but I let it go, realizing the way I'm gonna be able to handle opponents to do that is by continuing to spar with them. I feel I am much stronger than that guy, but my stamina/technique isn't so good. I'm probably the oldest student in that class.

Anyway this dream it sort of answers my question about women, for men maybe its a internal thing , it how he relates to his internal woman, as to whether he will have an external woman. Maybe my feeling my feelings out alittle in class...I found some comfort, but I almost got clocked.