Dreams about Death?

"Dreams about Death". Now its reminded me about a crucial part of my dream I posted about Duesberg. That in a way its about Death also. In the dream, Duesberg was missing, or for pratical purposes had died.Though I dont know duesberg well I'd mourn alittle when he's gone, another brillant whistleblower gone! Once I wrote a post talking about a meeting I had with Prof Duesberg. In it I said that there should be better police security on U.C Campus there cause Duesberg is so accessible, yet he's a very controversal doctor at that time. Lots of people might want to take him out , lest that what I thought at the time. The only person he had there with him was a janitor, like in my dream.
I also read that not too recently Duesberg got an offer to teach in his native Germany, instead of staying at U.C Berkeley. In Germany he would find more support for his ideas, so I though for him, why not go there? Yet he continues to stay in the U.S where he is treated has a pariah. Well what has this got to do with me? I guess there is some part of me that feels like a Duesberg.
I dont want to share a fate like the person in that dream that didn't get a chance to realize his dreams before he ended up ...Gone. There's that old saying "As above , so below". I feel as if I'm living my own little Iraq War, just has the country is continuing to part a major role in this drama. In my own little Iraq, I cannot leave the fight, but it is also costly and dangerous to stay there. I need to resolve this . Its funny also when I think of a resolution, in that dream there was a garage and the employees there worked on there cars. I have a car but its in need of repair (Transmission probelms (yuck) maybe I could work on that car.