Feeling punished.

Another disturbing dream, that seems real. Its was as if some one was talking to me.
about my current situation. I'm still being antagonized by people, even though I'm trying to work and all that..in real life its getting to be alot. Plus in real life My therapist ends up trying to extort money from me, or I can't see her again. The probelm is I don't know where I can find another good counselor or someone to talk to about these probelms i'm having , but I know I need to find some one.

Anyway the person in my dream was telling me I I'd better Whore this guy, cause "they've hurt guys like you before.", "Stuff that will make you little warriors like you just end yourself", In the dream I was thinking about my Mom, then. In the dream the character says so you better get to it. So then I had to practice Fellatio on some stick of cheese on my finger....