Needing some answers...

Seems like my employers are really handing me more work than I really want.

Or is it that I have run into alot of resistance with what I am doing. I am not hurting anyone, but it seems like too many people want to have say in what I do with my life. Mostly I just work ..part time.

I get threats, people cop a strange philosophy and attitudes at me. though I have done nothing towards them, at best all i tried to do was help. For that people have to attack me and my mom. Alot of rumors have been going around I don't even know what to do about the rumors.

Top this with a questionable housing situation, and i'm kind of ready to leave. I makes going to work kinda tough, I don't know if people are going to shoot me, if I should run, quit my job, stay or do both.

Last night I was at my mothers house on friday evening, there were a number of people there, notably my Step-father has practically moved in. But last out on the main street close buy people were firing off firarms. I count at lest 4 diiferent kinds, a Semi-automatic rifle, a .38 caliber. a 9mm semi-auto and a saw-off shotgun. This isn't really normal for our neighborhood.

In my chart there is alot of #Mar/#Nep play in my chart. Somehow I've lost track, I'm not able to get in touch with myself to deterime what things are important for me, my instincts? I like helping other but in the translation I've seemed to have lost a vital part of me. maybe its hard to deterime these factors cus, I care about the other person concerned..